It's official. I took my very last birth control pill on Friday night. I realized that I have been taking them non-stop for 9 years. I remember the very first one I took because I was unsure about starting them, and I know I will remember taking the very last one...probably because I have mixed feelings.
I'm scared. This marks a whole new phase in our lives and it's weird to be facing it head on. As someone who is an anxious person by nature, I battle the fear of the unknown all the time, I like having control (when control can be had). I don't know what is going to happen. On one hand I am afraid I will get pregnant, which sets off a whole other wave of anxiety. And on the other hand, I'm afraid I will never get pregnant.
Just kind of confused...
2 comments:
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What a wonderful and exciting time for the both of you. I understand the control thing- have it myself. But just remember to have fun and see what happens! Yay!
PS- Packing DOES suck.
Well, good luck getting pregnant (if that is what you want to happen), I hope things go well for you.
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